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Displayed name | Stugri-La |
Member number | 3521 |
Title | Guardian |
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Registered | Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
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Suicide in General | |
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written Monday, March 29 2004 07:43
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Not all religions envision God as being such a punitive and merciless entity. As a Hindu, I believe in a "God" (really a sort of universal soul, known as Brahman) that has created Earth as a sort of testing ground for the immortal "souls" (atman) within each of us, which guide our thoughts, words, and deeds. The body, in Hindu belief, is nothing more than a shell for this atman. All atman desire unity with the universal Brahman, a formless bliss, free of all worldly concerns. However, to be capable of uniting with Brahman, an atman must first attain a state, after much maturity and learning gained over multiple lives on Earth, of even-mindedness, a sort of contented state in which the atman becomes immune to all worldly desires and allurements. Murders and the like committed on Earth mean very little, as the killing of the body does absolutely nothing to the atman, which simply assumes a new bodily form. Thus, these crimes are not a cause for punishment, but for continued time on Earth, in order for the atman causing such acts to mature and move away from the state of immaturity which leads to negative emotions strong enough to spur such destructive action. Thus, when one commits suicide, one is merely stripping one bodily shell away, to take another, new one. Of course, this doesn't guarantee a new life as miserable as the last one. When an atman takes a new form and casts off its old one, it also casts off its memories and experiences of the past life, taking with it only its gains in maturity and spiritual knowledge, accumulated through many lives. If the circustances in one's new life are superior to those in the past life, it is quite possible for the life following a life ending in suicide to be a comfortable, happy, and productive one. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Favourite Smells in General | |
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written Monday, March 29 2004 07:08
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Sweet smells tend not to appeal to me nearly as much as "spicy" smells and the like. My favorite smell is probably the odor produced by asafoetida, a spice used often in Indian cooking. I also enjoy the smell of Louisiana Hot Sauce, for whatever reason. Tamarind also produces a nice smell, in my mind. Other smells that come to mind include the smell of fresh ginger tea, the exquisitely sweet-smelling flowers of the jasmine plant, and fresh fruit, in general. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Poetry in General | |
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written Sunday, March 28 2004 19:06
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I've posted this once before, but I'll post it again. It's the only bit of poetry I've created that I think is worthy of any praise, and although I've been told at times that I have a knack for writing, I've always been far too lazy to bother to exploit it for anything more than the occasional assignment. I have lived in the mountain for years. Breathed its dank air Dreamt dreams, indulged my fears Engaged in thoughts both mundane and rare. I have wandered its passages long. Found secret portals and dark lairs I have been filled with joy, have broken into song, Have watered the hard ground with my tears. A rough-hewn stairway exists here Leading up into shadowy unrest Its destination shielded from the sharp eye?s peer Hidden in the cloak of mist. I have thought often of making the climb. Of trekking up the tortuous stair And reaching the top, aching limb from limb To find a world far more fair. But whenever this thought occurs to me I realize its danger, its deceptive facility And considering everything, I always see I?m better off in my mountain of security. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Yes I know, I was being a lagot... in General | |
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written Friday, March 26 2004 11:34
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This account's his most recent one, and he's only used it to make 122 posts. His reason for starting this topic was to call attention to the fact that he has accumulated more than 1000 posts in his three active accounts combined. And, of course, to further pollute General. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Join my forum...please in General | |
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written Friday, March 26 2004 11:24
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quote:It seems that you are unaware that the skin used for this board is the default skin for all Invision Boards. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Who's Lurking? in General | |
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written Thursday, March 25 2004 14:01
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Been in a semi-lurking state for a large part of the past week, as certain pressing academic concerns have put a bit of a limit on my time allotment for messing around. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Whats better essay? in General | |
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written Thursday, March 25 2004 13:52
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Nethergate would have been my choice, and as such I abstain from voting in protest. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Mac or PC? in General | |
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written Thursday, March 25 2004 10:53
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Hardly any reason to allow this saggy discussion to continue, as evidently most members have already voiced their platform preferences. And Axe, if you truly wish to maintain the tenuous link between your brain and spinal cord, you'll stop with the one-word/one-graemlin spam posts immediately. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Got Friends? (I Don't) in General | |
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written Thursday, March 25 2004 10:47
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Sure, if you don't mind the ferrets... -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Who or what is, or was, Alcritas? in General | |
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written Tuesday, March 23 2004 07:43
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He is an old and well-respected member of the BoE community. Others can tell you more. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Yes I know, I was being a lagot... in General | |
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written Monday, March 22 2004 11:06
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OMGLOLZ CONGRATZ CORPY!!!!!!!!!!!111 -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Mac or PC? in General | |
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written Sunday, March 21 2004 14:00
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I've always used a Mac, and not being the type of person especially receptive to radical alterations in life, I've stuck with Macs since. Currently, I'm using a first-generation iMac equipped with the thoroughly obsolete OS9, although as my computer is currently self-destructing a change will probably need to come soon. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Suicide in General | |
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written Wednesday, March 17 2004 17:44
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Oddly enough, although I'm a generally happy, well-adjusted individual, I often find myself viewing suicide not as a current option, but as an almost unavoidable eventuality. It's doubtful that I possess any notable mental disorders, chemical imbalances, or anything of the sort. My major problem is that I seem to view life as a sort of dead-end trek. I'm lazy to a fault and seem to possess no natural motivation or ambition whatsoever. Although I'm able to recognize these qualities in myself, however, I haven't an inkling as to how to gain more motivation, or how to light the fire of ambition and drive in myself, which seems to have been extinguished for as long as I can remember. As an unavoidable consequence of my lack of motivation, I find myself unable to accomplish nearly any goal I undertake. My grades suffer, I am inexcusably lax in terms of maintaining friendships and keeping in contact with my loving family, and I'm entirely unable to make the slightest bit of a move on any girl I may be attracted to. The guilt is deepened by my constant awareness of my own potential, a potential which is certainly quite large, but almost entirely unexploited and wasted. Guilt and negativity plague me constantly. Occasionally I'll accomplish something rather notable, and the feelings will vanish temporarily, but they always return with time. Immersing myself in various entertainments will distract me from my troubles, but the pleasures resulting from these pastimes are always painfully temporary. The vicious cyle of negativity is such that I doubt my chances of "success" ever-more strongly with each passing day, and my hope for the future, once moderately present, has been extinguished. I hang around, though, largely for the sake of those that care for me, and due to my own, still-powerful love for myself. However, I am quite aware that I cannot persist in this manner for much longer. As the disappointments and failures caused by my ineffectuality mount, day by day, my guilt and negativity are slowly advancing to form a sort of vegetative despair. What will happen when this despair finally takes a complete hold of me, when I find myself unable to complete the slightest task, when I finish confining myself within a psychological cage? It is no pretty thought. Suicide, while a sickening thought, might well be my only option at such a point. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
A question about flying in Nethergate | |
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written Monday, March 15 2004 16:39
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True, especially if you're playing Celts, and can obtain the well-deserved reward from the Bazaar Master after performing the good deed. -------------------- Stughalf "Delusion arises from anger. The mind is bewildered by delusion. Reasoning is destroyed when the mind is bewildered. One falls down when reasoning is destroyed."- The Bhagavad Gita. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Spiderweb Newbie Looking to Find a Good RPG to Begin With in General | |
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written Monday, March 15 2004 08:47
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quote:Or the best $15, if you choose to buy another game and take advantage of the BoE/Nethergate promotional offer. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Spiderweb Newbie Looking to Find a Good RPG to Begin With in General | |
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written Sunday, March 14 2004 19:04
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As others have mentioned, if you can deal with the 2-D interface of the Exile series, Exile 2 or BoE might be the best pick. If you prefer the isometric design, however, I would recommend Nethergate first, as it's my personal favorite, although Avernum is quite good as well. Geneforge was quite a bit of fun, especially at first, as it's quite a novelty. However, the GF games tend to not be quite as complex or interesting as the others. But they're good fun and as good a place as any to start, as RC said. But in terms of the order in which to play the GF series, I would recommend playing the two games in order. This isn't essential to understanding the storylines, but both games just tend to seem more enjoyable when they're played in order. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
I'm Baaaaak in General | |
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written Saturday, March 13 2004 20:27
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I can't envision this idea working out on SW. You can give it a try if you wish, though. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Sylak Items in Nethergate | |
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written Saturday, March 13 2004 12:07
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It seems to work just fine for me; perhaps it was temporarily down, or you had some other form of connection malfunction. -------------------- Stughalf "Delusion arises from anger. The mind is bewildered by delusion. Reasoning is destroyed when the mind is bewildered. One falls down when reasoning is destroyed."- The Bhagavad Gita. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
I'm Baaaaak in General | |
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written Saturday, March 13 2004 00:32
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A short time back, there was a newb named "dolny" who posted on the GF2 board and was interested in input on his GF2 site. I don't believe he's been heard from since. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
I'm Baaaaak in General | |
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written Friday, March 12 2004 10:06
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Hey, Dolney. Good to see you back, but a topic such as this one should perhaps be locked before fifty more members post their greetings. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Galag-Trav Secret door in Nethergate | |
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written Thursday, March 11 2004 12:09
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My memory seems to be failing me, but I seem to recall a Fomorian altar present on one of the floors above the floor containing the shrine. If you choose to pray at this Fomorian altar, you will be told the location of the shrine, and be instructed to find a sort of box containing certain valuable Fomorian scriptures. I'm unsure as to whether you can indeed enter the shrine without first praying at this altar. -------------------- Stughalf "Delusion arises from anger. The mind is bewildered by delusion. Reasoning is destroyed when the mind is bewildered. One falls down when reasoning is destroyed."- The Bhagavad Gita. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Suicide in General | |
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written Thursday, March 11 2004 12:04
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quote:In approaching animal behavior, a cynical view is often the most correct one to take. An animal will rarely, if ever, act in a manner that has a good chance of adversely affecting its reproductive success. Some animals have been observed seemingly in a state of grief, often after the death of a companion or mate, but suicide still very rarely results from such a predicament. -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
Suicide in General | |
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written Wednesday, March 10 2004 13:10
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I wrote a rather long response to this topic, but just as it was nearly finished, my computer crashed. I suppose I'll summarize: When an individual cannot stand up to the pressures of the society which he inhabits, why must we blame such an individual for his spinelessness and lack of resiliency? The fact that one must be a sort of steel-skinned, driven, ambitious juggernaut in order to thrive in many first world societies is a black mark on these societies themselves. The cause of progress, which animates societies to instruct their members to work, work hard, and work for the majority of their lives, is in truth the cause of the destruction of the human race and the world. I won't detail the many pitfalls of the progress ideal here, as they're rather evident to any who wish to see them at all. If society as a whole were merely to eliminate all of its misguided goals and aims, and concentrate on the few aims which are actually reasonable and worthy, each of us could do far more good in the world, while working far less. In terms of suicide and euthanasia, I did express my views on these subjects very early in my time here, and some of them were rather controversial. No point in not throwing them out again, though. I suppose I'll quote a few times from some of my earlier posts, rather than reiterating. These are all in order, by the way, but as they've been taken out of context, they might not make a whole lot of sense. quote: quote: quote: quote: -------------------- Stughalf "The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903. Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
For all the English kniggets out there... in General | |
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written Thursday, March 4 2004 17:24
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Nope, no British at all, not a bit. I am indeed American, born and bred, although by heritage I'm entirely Indian, my parents having immigrated in 1969. -------------------- Stughalf "Let a man find himself, in distinction from others, on top of two wheels with a chain - at least in a poor country like Russia - and his vanity begins to swell out like his tires. In America it takes an automobile to produce this effect." - Leon Trotsky Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |
For all the English kniggets out there... in General | |
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written Wednesday, March 3 2004 23:42
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Gatorade? Ugh. If I truly wanted to partake of human sweat, I would do so. Of course, I'm no athlete, and not even a fairly active person, so a glass of salty, artificial liquid has very little draw. -------------------- Stughalf "Let a man find himself, in distinction from others, on top of two wheels with a chain - at least in a poor country like Russia - and his vanity begins to swell out like his tires. In America it takes an automobile to produce this effect." - Leon Trotsky Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00 |