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Suicide in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #154
Not all religions envision God as being such a punitive and merciless entity. As a Hindu, I believe in a "God" (really a sort of universal soul, known as Brahman) that has created Earth as a sort of testing ground for the immortal "souls" (atman) within each of us, which guide our thoughts, words, and deeds. The body, in Hindu belief, is nothing more than a shell for this atman. All atman desire unity with the universal Brahman, a formless bliss, free of all worldly concerns. However, to be capable of uniting with Brahman, an atman must first attain a state, after much maturity and learning gained over multiple lives on Earth, of even-mindedness, a sort of contented state in which the atman becomes immune to all worldly desires and allurements. Murders and the like committed on Earth mean very little, as the killing of the body does absolutely nothing to the atman, which simply assumes a new bodily form. Thus, these crimes are not a cause for punishment, but for continued time on Earth, in order for the atman causing such acts to mature and move away from the state of immaturity which leads to negative emotions strong enough to spur such destructive action. Thus, when one commits suicide, one is merely stripping one bodily shell away, to take another, new one. Of course, this doesn't guarantee a new life as miserable as the last one. When an atman takes a new form and casts off its old one, it also casts off its memories and experiences of the past life, taking with it only its gains in maturity and spiritual knowledge, accumulated through many lives. If the circustances in one's new life are superior to those in the past life, it is quite possible for the life following a life ending in suicide to be a comfortable, happy, and productive one.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Favourite Smells in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #3
Sweet smells tend not to appeal to me nearly as much as "spicy" smells and the like. My favorite smell is probably the odor produced by asafoetida, a spice used often in Indian cooking. I also enjoy the smell of Louisiana Hot Sauce, for whatever reason. Tamarind also produces a nice smell, in my mind. Other smells that come to mind include the smell of fresh ginger tea, the exquisitely sweet-smelling flowers of the jasmine plant, and fresh fruit, in general.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Poetry in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #13
I've posted this once before, but I'll post it again. It's the only bit of poetry I've created that I think is worthy of any praise, and although I've been told at times that I have a knack for writing, I've always been far too lazy to bother to exploit it for anything more than the occasional assignment.

I have lived in the mountain for years.
Breathed its dank air
Dreamt dreams, indulged my fears
Engaged in thoughts both mundane and rare.

I have wandered its passages long.
Found secret portals and dark lairs
I have been filled with joy, have broken into song,
Have watered the hard ground with my tears.

A rough-hewn stairway exists here
Leading up into shadowy unrest
Its destination shielded from the sharp eye?s peer
Hidden in the cloak of mist.

I have thought often of making the climb.
Of trekking up the tortuous stair
And reaching the top, aching limb from limb
To find a world far more fair.

But whenever this thought occurs to me
I realize its danger, its deceptive facility
And considering everything, I always see
I?m better off in my mountain of security.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Yes I know, I was being a lagot... in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #10
This account's his most recent one, and he's only used it to make 122 posts. His reason for starting this topic was to call attention to the fact that he has accumulated more than 1000 posts in his three active accounts combined. And, of course, to further pollute General.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Join my forum...please in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #18
quote:
Originally written by blueman00:

I joined, gotta love the blue background
It seems that you are unaware that the skin used for this board is the default skin for all Invision Boards.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Who's Lurking? in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #74
Been in a semi-lurking state for a large part of the past week, as certain pressing academic concerns have put a bit of a limit on my time allotment for messing around.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Whats better essay? in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #13
Nethergate would have been my choice, and as such I abstain from voting in protest.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Mac or PC? in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #41
Hardly any reason to allow this saggy discussion to continue, as evidently most members have already voiced their platform preferences. And Axe, if you truly wish to maintain the tenuous link between your brain and spinal cord, you'll stop with the one-word/one-graemlin spam posts immediately.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Got Friends? (I Don't) in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #12
Sure, if you don't mind the ferrets...

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Who or what is, or was, Alcritas? in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #1
He is an old and well-respected member of the BoE community. Others can tell you more.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Yes I know, I was being a lagot... in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #4
OMGLOLZ CONGRATZ CORPY!!!!!!!!!!!111

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Mac or PC? in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #12
I've always used a Mac, and not being the type of person especially receptive to radical alterations in life, I've stuck with Macs since. Currently, I'm using a first-generation iMac equipped with the thoroughly obsolete OS9, although as my computer is currently self-destructing a change will probably need to come soon.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Suicide in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #108
Oddly enough, although I'm a generally happy, well-adjusted individual, I often find myself viewing suicide not as a current option, but as an almost unavoidable eventuality. It's doubtful that I possess any notable mental disorders, chemical imbalances, or anything of the sort. My major problem is that I seem to view life as a sort of dead-end trek. I'm lazy to a fault and seem to possess no natural motivation or ambition whatsoever. Although I'm able to recognize these qualities in myself, however, I haven't an inkling as to how to gain more motivation, or how to light the fire of ambition and drive in myself, which seems to have been extinguished for as long as I can remember.

As an unavoidable consequence of my lack of motivation, I find myself unable to accomplish nearly any goal I undertake. My grades suffer, I am inexcusably lax in terms of maintaining friendships and keeping in contact with my loving family, and I'm entirely unable to make the slightest bit of a move on any girl I may be attracted to. The guilt is deepened by my constant awareness of my own potential, a potential which is certainly quite large, but almost entirely unexploited and wasted.

Guilt and negativity plague me constantly. Occasionally I'll accomplish something rather notable, and the feelings will vanish temporarily, but they always return with time. Immersing myself in various entertainments will distract me from my troubles, but the pleasures resulting from these pastimes are always painfully temporary.

The vicious cyle of negativity is such that I doubt my chances of "success" ever-more strongly with each passing day, and my hope for the future, once moderately present, has been extinguished. I hang around, though, largely for the sake of those that care for me, and due to my own, still-powerful love for myself. However, I am quite aware that I cannot persist in this manner for much longer. As the disappointments and failures caused by my ineffectuality mount, day by day, my guilt and negativity are slowly advancing to form a sort of vegetative despair. What will happen when this despair finally takes a complete hold of me, when I find myself unable to complete the slightest task, when I finish confining myself within a psychological cage? It is no pretty thought. Suicide, while a sickening thought, might well be my only option at such a point.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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A question about flying in Nethergate
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #4
True, especially if you're playing Celts, and can obtain the well-deserved reward from the Bazaar Master after performing the good deed.

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Stughalf

"Delusion arises from anger. The mind is bewildered by delusion. Reasoning is destroyed when the mind is bewildered. One falls down when reasoning is destroyed."- The Bhagavad Gita.
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Spiderweb Newbie Looking to Find a Good RPG to Begin With in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #12
quote:
Originally written by Drakefyre:

Blades of Exile will be the best $30 you've ever spent.
Or the best $15, if you choose to buy another game and take advantage of the BoE/Nethergate promotional offer.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Spiderweb Newbie Looking to Find a Good RPG to Begin With in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #5
As others have mentioned, if you can deal with the 2-D interface of the Exile series, Exile 2 or BoE might be the best pick. If you prefer the isometric design, however, I would recommend Nethergate first, as it's my personal favorite, although Avernum is quite good as well. Geneforge was quite a bit of fun, especially at first, as it's quite a novelty. However, the GF games tend to not be quite as complex or interesting as the others. But they're good fun and as good a place as any to start, as RC said. But in terms of the order in which to play the GF series, I would recommend playing the two games in order. This isn't essential to understanding the storylines, but both games just tend to seem more enjoyable when they're played in order.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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I'm Baaaaak in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #21
I can't envision this idea working out on SW. You can give it a try if you wish, though.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Sylak Items in Nethergate
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #3
It seems to work just fine for me; perhaps it was temporarily down, or you had some other form of connection malfunction.

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Stughalf

"Delusion arises from anger. The mind is bewildered by delusion. Reasoning is destroyed when the mind is bewildered. One falls down when reasoning is destroyed."- The Bhagavad Gita.
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I'm Baaaaak in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #12
A short time back, there was a newb named "dolny" who posted on the GF2 board and was interested in input on his GF2 site. I don't believe he's been heard from since.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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I'm Baaaaak in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #5
Hey, Dolney. Good to see you back, but a topic such as this one should perhaps be locked before fifty more members post their greetings.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Galag-Trav Secret door in Nethergate
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #3
My memory seems to be failing me, but I seem to recall a Fomorian altar present on one of the floors above the floor containing the shrine. If you choose to pray at this Fomorian altar, you will be told the location of the shrine, and be instructed to find a sort of box containing certain valuable Fomorian scriptures. I'm unsure as to whether you can indeed enter the shrine without first praying at this altar.

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Stughalf

"Delusion arises from anger. The mind is bewildered by delusion. Reasoning is destroyed when the mind is bewildered. One falls down when reasoning is destroyed."- The Bhagavad Gita.
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Suicide in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #65
quote:
Originally written by Chuck:

I agree with Arancaytar I dont think that a chemical unbalance is the cause of suicide.
If that was true we would be to much like animals,in my opinion.

In approaching animal behavior, a cynical view is often the most correct one to take. An animal will rarely, if ever, act in a manner that has a good chance of adversely affecting its reproductive success. Some animals have been observed seemingly in a state of grief, often after the death of a companion or mate, but suicide still very rarely results from such a predicament.

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Stughalf

"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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Suicide in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #46
I wrote a rather long response to this topic, but just as it was nearly finished, my computer crashed. I suppose I'll summarize:

When an individual cannot stand up to the pressures of the society which he inhabits, why must we blame such an individual for his spinelessness and lack of resiliency? The fact that one must be a sort of steel-skinned, driven, ambitious juggernaut in order to thrive in many first world societies is a black mark on these societies themselves. The cause of progress, which animates societies to instruct their members to work, work hard, and work for the majority of their lives, is in truth the cause of the destruction of the human race and the world. I won't detail the many pitfalls of the progress ideal here, as they're rather evident to any who wish to see them at all. If society as a whole were merely to eliminate all of its misguided goals and aims, and concentrate on the few aims which are actually reasonable and worthy, each of us could do far more good in the world, while working far less.

In terms of suicide and euthanasia, I did express my views on these subjects very early in my time here, and some of them were rather controversial. No point in not throwing them out again, though. I suppose I'll quote a few times from some of my earlier posts, rather than reiterating. These are all in order, by the way, but as they've been taken out of context, they might not make a whole lot of sense.

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I've always thought of poison as being the most sensible way of killing oneself, as one can, by this method, end his life without excessive pain or destruction of outward appearance. Going by the theory of Agatha Christie that "murder is a habit," requesting someone else to put you out of your misery would be a bad idea. The individual carrying out such a request would risk being transformed irrevocably into a homicidal monster.
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There are several rights which we as humans have, or ought to have. The most important of these rights, in my opinion, is the right to live. In fact, I believe in the rights of all organisms to live, but I'll leave my animal rights rhetoric and vegetarianism out of this.
When one kills another human being, one has weakened the quintessential right of all humans to live. It does not matter if the killing is on purpose or an accident. It does not matter if the person deserves to die. It does not matter if it is in self defense. It does not matter if the dead person wished to die. Whenever a human being takes the life of another human being, no matter the circumstances, the value of human life is lowered, ever so slightly. The principle of the sanctity of human life crumbles, little by little.
Many killings are unavoidable. Accidents happen and will always happen. Killing in self defense is excusable. Homicides are terrible occurrences, but are often unpreventable. Suicides can sometimes only be prevented by the suicidal individuals themselves. Vigilante killings are very undesirable, but are occasionally helpful in order to take care of murderers before they can kill many more times. However, whenever possible we should keep the aforementioned principle in mind. Capital punishment is one instance in which there are alternatives available that will not hurt the principle. Euthanasia is another such instance. Though it may seem cruel to say so, those who want others to kill them, for whatever reason, must never be helped. This applies to those unsatisfied with life, those who have become vegetables and had wished to be killed once they reached such a state, and all others as well. In the first assistance, the person asked by the other to kill him/her should always attempt to convince the other to the best of their abilities to seek out medical help for his/her problems. In the second instance, the person should only be killed if recovery is impossible and death is an unavoidable eventuality.
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I admit I am talking in the abstract, but my point is that there is a greater good which is more important that individual suffering. While euthanasia may relieve the pain of the individual, the principle of the value of human life is incontrovertibly damaged as a result. This is not to say that if I personally was in such a situation, I would be able to avoid taking the easy way out. It's just saying that it would be the right thing to do.

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I do not support an actual, real-life law banning euthanasia. My opinions on the subject do not include "forcing" suffering people to live through hours of pain until they can die naturally. If you read my first post on the subject, you will see that I expressly stated that if someone is terminally ill and recovery is impossible, that person should indeed be euthanized. I simply do not support assisted suicide or euthanasia when the situation can possibly be resolved or improved by other means.
In fact, I do indeed believe in choice in the issue. The patient should have the right to choose between a natural death and euthanasia. Rather than enforcing laws to ban euthanasia, I believe in convincing individuals in these positions to choose to die naturally. A person should never be forced either way.
In terms of the principle of the sanctity of human life, that is something that I believe in very strongly. In the real world however, that principle is already on its last legs. A few euthanasias admittedly can do little more to weaken a principle that has already nearly been smashed to bits by the sheer number of lives taken in the many worthless conflicts our world endured last century and continues to endure. But euthanasia does indeed have an effect on the principle, though this effect is largely symbolic. My point is not to make it impossible or illegal for the terminally ill to be euthanized. My sole purpose with these posts is to convey the danger involved in making such decisions based solely on one's individual pain and suffering. No one wants to see a world where a human life is worth no more than the ground he walks on.


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"The death-knell of the republic had rung as soon as the active power became lodged in the hands of those who sought, not to do justice to all citizens, rich and poor alike, but to stand for one special class and for its interests as opposed to the interests of others."- Theodore Roosevelt, 1903.
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For all the English kniggets out there... in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #41
Nope, no British at all, not a bit. I am indeed American, born and bred, although by heritage I'm entirely Indian, my parents having immigrated in 1969.

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"Let a man find himself, in distinction from others, on top of two wheels with a chain - at least in a poor country like Russia - and his vanity begins to swell out like his tires. In America it takes an automobile to produce this effect." - Leon Trotsky
Posts: 1798 | Registered: Sunday, October 5 2003 07:00
For all the English kniggets out there... in General
Guardian
Member # 3521
Profile #34
Gatorade? Ugh. If I truly wanted to partake of human sweat, I would do so. Of course, I'm no athlete, and not even a fairly active person, so a glass of salty, artificial liquid has very little draw.

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Stughalf

"Let a man find himself, in distinction from others, on top of two wheels with a chain - at least in a poor country like Russia - and his vanity begins to swell out like his tires. In America it takes an automobile to produce this effect." - Leon Trotsky
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