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My creed in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #0
After wwhat seems to be centuries of abuse and pain A man like this still follows his father, God.

I forgive you all who would call me a liar. My curses are two fold. Twain is the man within and quadruple are his nemesis.

I never gave up, I never surrendered. I NEVER WILL. I broke, but I still work on in my pain and brokeness.

BENEATH CONTEMPT THEY SAID ONCE BEFORE. BENEATH CONTEMPT THEY'VE SAID AGAIN. YOU'RE WORDS ARE PAINFUL TO ME, YOU KNOW. Maybe I don't really care what you all believe about me. I am tempted to throw it all away because of this consiststant pattern misunderstanding I have seen throughout all my LONG LIFE!!! HOW OLD ARE ANY OF YOU ANYWAY?
KIDS, THATS ALL YOU ARE! JUST KIDS FRESH OUT OF COLLEGE NO DOUBT. MAYBE YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT ALL FIGURED OUT. I'VE SEEN AND LIVED WITH **** WORSE THAN YOU'RE WORST NIGHTMARES. I STOOD MY GROUND IN PLACE THAT WOULD MAKE MOST NORMAL MEN PUKE. I OPPOSED ENEMIES OF SUCH INTOLLERABLE CRUELTY THAT ANGELS THEMSELVES MUST FEEL MY PAIN TO SOME DEGREE. I PAID IN MIND, BODY, AND SPIRIT FOR WHAT WAS RIGHT. I STOOD FOR FREEDOM, TRUTH, AND JUSTICE. I DIED IN A HELLHOLE NONE OF YOU PEOPLE COULD EVER IMAGINE. I LOST WHO I AM! I LIVE IN CONSTANT PAIN WITH HORRIBLE DISFIGUREMENTS. I AM AN OBJECT OF HORROR TO MY FELLOW MAN. WHAT RIGT DO ANY OF YOU HAVE TO JUDGE ME!!! TO CONDEMN ME!!!!

but I have no regrets. so I guess it really doesn't matter what you all think of me. I really do forgive you. And I'd rather see all of you get better lives instead of any sort of revenge. My father, God taught me to be this way.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Oh my God, you just can't make this **** up. in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #175
Sorry about that.

I got a little too emotional to remember the english rules of language. I've got to admit, they are quite out of the ordinary.

Thanks for pointing that out though.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
V for Valkyr in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #2
You know, I think that before one judges someone insane they should take into consideration that their life may not be the same as yours has been.

I would be insane if I had no reason for all this.
But I do have many reasons for it all. I'm not as insane as you might think.

My worst insanity has a medical reason caused by the reasons for everything else I speak of.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Oh my God, you just can't make this **** up. in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #173
When the heck did I say that? I am far from lonely, and all the other stuff more than makes up for any sadness I may feel.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
V for Valkyr in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #0
Do any of you know of that drug in the game Max Pain.

That's a real drug. Or at least, I'm suffering withdrawel from a similar non-pharmacological drug a lot like it.

The pain. It's the pain of my spirit being re arranged in response to the numbing poision leaving me. It does make you yell odd things exactly like what those junkies in the game yell about.

It also takes you on the worst trips.

[ Tuesday, July 18, 2006 01:43: Message edited by: GremlinJoe ]

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Oh my God, you just can't make this **** up. in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #171
Oh dang, I just can't get over what a horrible thing that person in the link said. I am shocked to my supposedly cholesterol covered foundation. Terrible. Dang it.

Can I really have heard them correctly? I just can't believe it. Apparently stuff that good is wasted on them. I mean, do people even know how good food is these days. I know a lot of people who would've killed for stuff that great. Jeez, America is overfed. Overfed to the point of thinking that food like that is why people are fat and unhealthy.

I tells ya, worst display of American... I don't even know what.

It's like no one has ever gone a minute without eating. Maybe I'm biased, having found out first hand what starvation is but, damn. People should appreciate that food like that exists at all, and I eat TV dinners all the time. I'm healthy.

Edit: typo

[ Tuesday, July 18, 2006 02:46: Message edited by: GremlinJoe ]

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Welcome to our newest member: E.D.F. in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #25
Hey wait, is it really that bad to stalk people. I mean sometimes you have no choice. In his case he didn't but, seriously, sometimes it has to be done. Are you all really that upset about people stalking you? I mean really?

Also, how would any of you know if I was using my own internet provider on my own computer anyway? :P

Edit: Not that I ever stalk anyone, because I don't. I don't think I've ever even stalked anyone on the board. Really.

[ Monday, July 17, 2006 20:39: Message edited by: GremlinJoe ]

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Oh my God, you just can't make this **** up. in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #145
I'm not fat and I'm american. In fact I grew up as skin and bones. Now all my weight is muscle. I'm also known for eating the worst of processed and unhealthy food.

Extra grease, preservatives, and msg. That sort of thing.

Shoot, I was also tall for my age. I've found that most of the stuff people say will kill you only makes you stronger.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Oh my God, you just can't make this **** up. in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #120
I'm not a troll and I never have been. And I don't say what I do to inflame or insult. I defend what I believe is right.

I've already apologized for any REAL offensive things I've said. Anyone going to pieces over my religiosity is a little too thin skined. At least I thought so. I forget. Certainly seems that way. I mean, have I gone to pieces because some people are agnostic or atheist? Nope, I fell apart when some people put down Jesus.

Seriously though, can anyone name one deity I have insulted so far?

Edit: I forgot something.

[ Friday, July 14, 2006 05:10: Message edited by: GremlinJoe ]

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Oh my God, you just can't make this **** up. in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #117
Never, I asked God to let me explain that and very quickly I could. He also gave me those words to speak.

That was the holy spirit.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Israel - Lebanon conflict in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #40
Oh for crying out loud, Israel is perfectly correct in its course of action. The only mistake they've made was to let the world boss them around in the first place. What I mean to say is, I'm angry that everyone is always telling them how they're wrong when they aren't. How long were they pressured by the international community into making peace with terrorists?

To many years have been spent giving in to to Israel's enemies. You know what I say, one big war to get rid of all those troublemakers is the only reasonable course of action. And it boggles the mind that anyone would say Israel is the bad guy in all this. I'll bet that if Israel had attacked Iraq and deposed of Saddam the world would be twice as outraged as it is about America doing so even though they'd have even better reason.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Oh my God, you just can't make this **** up. in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #111
Oh my gosh, are all you people serious? Jesus is the greatest guy that ever lived. He is certianly not a part of any problem unless you mean as the solution.

And Elija and Enoch were alive when they went up and are still alive. Elijah will possibly come back here too. And Just to get the story straight, Jesus was alive and came here and died on the cross and then rose again and was alive again. And when he went to heaven it was as a living person. The whole point was that death had no hold of him as he was sinless and beyond reproach. Now any body who can do what he did deserves a lot of respect. Jesus was great even before he came here and he really proved his greatness as king of kings when he would go through all he did as if he were a sinner out of love for God and the people God has chosen. Now he will live forever with all things, even death under his feet.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Off the top of your head in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #72
Apple of Sodom by Marilyn Manson
The beautiful people by Marilyn Manson
The devil's rejects by Rob Zombie
Kinda I want to by Nine inch nails
Dragula by rob zombie
reptile by nine inch nails
king nothing by mettaleica
no leaf clover by metalica
the memory remains by metallica.
somewhat damaged by nine inch nails.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Israel - Lebanon conflict in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #27
I said five yerars ago that Israel would be confronted by Iran, China, And Russia, Plus Gearga and syria.

And no one believed me! Why? Well I'll tell you why. Apperently a person has to have an I.Q. of 200 to be listened to and all I hade was 180 oh boo hoo. Well, what I said was true and no one cares. How about that? I'm so irritated.

Actually they might not have believed me because I said I got it from the Bible. I can't remember. Its actually in Ezekial. And a few other places. Oh well.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Naturally, I'm sure this has been proposed before. in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #30
I'm telling you this game would make one of the best stories in all of history. Its just like real life. That is why it can never be a movie. There are somethings that are too good to be accuratly caught on film.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Whats Up? in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #51
Hello person, Just don't do what I did and accidently post three times in a row. SOme people can't handle a little mistake every no and then.

But thats allright where I'm from you either forgive ssomeone or admit that y well gee I forgot what. never mind. T o tell the truth I nev er rreally was such an incredible asset to this community. But thats no beig deal, I got al ot tosay.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Time for another, most embarassing moments thread. in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #22
quote:
Let me think,

I let the woman of my dreams walk out of my life forever... does that count?

You think thats bad, I let the girl of my life screw me up worst than anythin g and no one believes me because I was only a kid at the time HA. Let that be a lesson to learn how to love from a psycho at a youth age.

Something tells me I'll also be humiliated whenever these chemical wear off. I gotta get this problem fixed dear god I'm honeasts when I'm like this. Guess all awht they said was right about this talk about neutralizatuopn just let a person beat the crap out of you until you see odd colors and have permanent recuring migranes that make you dizzy.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Oh my God, you just can't make this **** up. in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #109
I may be loaded with bug spray at the moment but That must be one of the single most horrible websites I've ever seen on all the internet. TV Dinners are one of the greatest thing a person could ever get forced to eat. Some folks might say that the bug spray issue is not a good on to bring up. So I'll explain. You know that frontal and temporal lobe damage I suffered, Well my brain is swelling and as a result I'm often prone to severe complications when exposed to tiny amounts of all kinds of chemicals. Seriously that membrane that blocks out things from my brain is more permeable than it shpoukld be.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Anonymity and online identity, yet again. in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #78
Edit: I accidently posted here someone delete it please.

[ Wednesday, July 05, 2006 08:00: Message edited by: GremlinJoe ]

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
My God can beat up your God! in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #183
You don't scare me, I know a lot of Muslims would in fact agree with me. Muslims native to the middle east.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
My God can beat up your God! in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #181
It is not the same god though. Allah has his origin in ancient Mecca. It does mean what you've said it means but the ancien Meccan god was supposed to be set above all others, so anyone acknowledging him would have to call him "The god" as in the only one.

That is a lot of proof in itself that Allah is in fact an opponent of the Jewish god. He independantly claims soveriegnty over all things.

And by different I mean if you read what the religions say about certain things found in all three.

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Peer Review Process (was Evolution Stuff (was What is Religion, exactly?)) in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #111
The only proof of God's existance I could ever show you could be just as easily ignored as the universe itself when it was offered as evidence.

And unless one's willing or open minded enough to believe, It will be ignored. The only evidence I carry with me is the enigmatic series of supernatural events known as my life itself. If you'd ever met me in person you might be more inclined to believe that God has in fact done all the things for me that I could claim he has, but seeing as how you will never trust me on that without seeing it firsthand, I won't even try to talk on that.

And as all evidence of something is, you can either see it or refuse to anyway. You don't need anything more to see that God exists than eyes and the ability to think open mindedly.

Edit: You don't have to believe if you don't want to. And people who don't understand something about how God works can always ask him to show them and he will.

You said rational. I though I made it clear that one must be willing to see the rationality hidden in a purposly irrational looking system. And look deeply.

[ Thursday, June 01, 2006 11:26: Message edited by: GremlinJoe ]

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Peer Review Process (was Evolution Stuff (was What is Religion, exactly?)) in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #107
How so?

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Peer Review Process (was Evolution Stuff (was What is Religion, exactly?)) in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #105
What are you saying? I've been tyring to esablish that it only makes sense from an atypical point of view.

I believe in it because I know its true and it does make sense to me. Much better than most people would think. I'm just no good at explaining things in terms people can understand.

I say it doesn't make sense because I'm trying to show it to non- believers from their point of view. The one in which it is all either foolishness or an enigma.

Edit: I don't have belief without proof on anything about God except that he will always remain the way he says he will. That I just believe and have a great deal of faith on. His existance and the laws he's made are not something I ever have any questions or doubts of, nor his rightousness in making those laws.

[ Thursday, June 01, 2006 11:06: Message edited by: GremlinJoe ]

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
My God can beat up your God! in General
Shock Trooper
Member # 1814
Profile #177
In Islam Jesus is not the son of Allah but a prophet.

This religion is very different from Christianity and Judaism, it just looks similar. All the major points about it are in fact the opposite though.

Seriously, Allah is not Arabic for God. It is the proper name of a specific deity.

When the koran states that Allah is the god of Abraham it doesn't mean the same god Christians or Jews pray to.

It also claims that information in the Bible, New and Old Testament is mistaken.

Edit: Track 4 got all that down while I was still typing.

[ Thursday, June 01, 2006 10:48: Message edited by: GremlinJoe ]

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The great light bulb converses its thoughts in a fashion most particular to its complicated nature.

Neither twenty-one nor forsaken any longer, I now stand in freedom through Jesus Christ.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00

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