|Author||Topic: My creed|
Member # 1814
written Saturday, August 12 2006 00:30
After wwhat seems to be centuries of abuse and pain A man like this still follows his father, God.
I forgive you all who would call me a liar. My curses are two fold. Twain is the man within and quadruple are his nemesis.
I never gave up, I never surrendered. I NEVER WILL. I broke, but I still work on in my pain and brokeness.
BENEATH CONTEMPT THEY SAID ONCE BEFORE. BENEATH CONTEMPT THEY'VE SAID AGAIN. YOU'RE WORDS ARE PAINFUL TO ME, YOU KNOW. Maybe I don't really care what you all believe about me. I am tempted to throw it all away because of this consiststant pattern misunderstanding I have seen throughout all my LONG LIFE!!! HOW OLD ARE ANY OF YOU ANYWAY?
KIDS, THATS ALL YOU ARE! JUST KIDS FRESH OUT OF COLLEGE NO DOUBT. MAYBE YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT ALL FIGURED OUT. I'VE SEEN AND LIVED WITH **** WORSE THAN YOU'RE WORST NIGHTMARES. I STOOD MY GROUND IN PLACE THAT WOULD MAKE MOST NORMAL MEN PUKE. I OPPOSED ENEMIES OF SUCH INTOLLERABLE CRUELTY THAT ANGELS THEMSELVES MUST FEEL MY PAIN TO SOME DEGREE. I PAID IN MIND, BODY, AND SPIRIT FOR WHAT WAS RIGHT. I STOOD FOR FREEDOM, TRUTH, AND JUSTICE. I DIED IN A HELLHOLE NONE OF YOU PEOPLE COULD EVER IMAGINE. I LOST WHO I AM! I LIVE IN CONSTANT PAIN WITH HORRIBLE DISFIGUREMENTS. I AM AN OBJECT OF HORROR TO MY FELLOW MAN. WHAT RIGT DO ANY OF YOU HAVE TO JUDGE ME!!! TO CONDEMN ME!!!!
but I have no regrets. so I guess it really doesn't matter what you all think of me. I really do forgive you. And I'd rather see all of you get better lives instead of any sort of revenge. My father, God taught me to be this way.
Posts: 215 | Registered: Friday, August 30 2002 07:00
Member # 5977
written Saturday, August 12 2006 00:44
Um... If this is something like Ed once did, posting a topic to say you are sorry, then you are doing it wrong.
So, in one sentence, cutting all the yada yada yada, what is it you want to say?
Play and rate my scenarios:
Where the rivers meet
View my upcoming scenario: The Nephil Search: Escape.
Give us your drek!
Posts: 3029 | Registered: Saturday, June 18 2005 07:00
Member # 6388
written Saturday, August 12 2006 01:38
quote:Your continuing craven efforts to find a niche in which you can claim to be a victim would be sickening were you not still beneath contempt.
As such, they are, along with everything else about you, merely irritating.
Posts: 794 | Registered: Tuesday, October 11 2005 07:00
Member # 2984
written Saturday, August 12 2006 02:17
Sorry to say this, but go seek a self-help group. Born-again Christians Anonymous?
Encyclopaedia Ermariana • Forum Archives • Forum Statistics • RSS [Topic / Forum]
My Blog • Polaris • I eat novels for breakfast.
Polaris is dead, long live Polaris.
Look on my works, ye mighty, and despair.
Posts: 8752 | Registered: Wednesday, May 14 2003 07:00